Hey, stranger
I realise this place is an outlet for me to spill my heart out, I'd like to think that someone hears me.
Usually on days like this, when my mind are filled w nothing but upsetting thoughts....
You'll see me here.
But no, I'm not gonna even touch on what's going through my mind.
Cos putting them in words might just tear me apart every time I read it.
I get used to all these shit.
Not that I want to but more like I'm left w no choice.
It's amazing how I fell through...
And I don't understand, by the touch of your hand,
I would be the one to fall. I miss the little things.
I miss everything about you.
So done...
I know it was never easy but this is getting so hard... I can't handle it no more.
I'm done w finding all sorts of ways and excuses to talk to you, to see you.
I'm done w taking initiative, I'm done w pushing my luck....
I'm done w wanting you so bad, I'm done w crying over you.
I broke down while typing this, it hurts me so much knowing that
you're not even the least willing to try...
but I know...
I'M SO DONE TRYING AND FIGHTING THIS TIME.
Goodbye, for good.
But when I realise I have nothing to lose,
that's when you'll know you have lost me... forever.
My world crumbles when you're not near.
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you, I should know better
But it's just not the case.
It's time.
We did just fine... just fine with attraction.
Lest I didn't know, that attraction has its expiration date too.
Like how you have set this friendship to be......
Best before: 1st May 2011
Beautiful.
Remember that you do not have to change your physical appearance to please someone you love, if he truly loves you, he wouldnt have judged you.
Because God made you beautiful, no matter how you look on the outside...
You are beautiful and no one is to rob this confidence off you.
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